I Wish I Knew...

 I wish I knew long ago all that I know now because it would have spared me so much heartache.  I wish all the years I spent wandering the wilderness of loneliness I would have trusted the unseen Presence I felt hold my hand.

 

I wish I had back all the wasted years I allowed myself to be mistreated because I didn't think I deserved to be loved.  When I didn't have a clue what love meant.  I wish I had back all the time I fretted because I wasn't pretty enough, thin enough, smart enough.  Time wasted because I didn't believe I was good enough.  

 

I wish I would have believed in myself enough when I was a young girl in high school to dream about what I wanted to be when I grew up.  Made plans to go to college and  know beyond a shadow of a doubt  that I could make a good future for myself.  

 

But I know now that all the time there has been One who has walked beside me my whole life and at times has even carried me.  In His eyes I have always been beautiful and my weight has never been an issue.  He has always believed in me and never doubted my intelligence of ability.  Whenever I cried, He cried with me.  When He looks upon me, He doesn't see faults and flaws but rather He sees a perfect child whom He loves beyond my ability to comprehend.  He believes me perfect because He made me that way.  How do I know you ask?  Because He told me so.

 

Until we meet here again, I pray God bless you and keep your loved ones safe.

Tracy

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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